{"id":198,"date":"2019-07-07T08:49:00","date_gmt":"2019-07-07T08:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/?p=198"},"modified":"2026-08-07T09:58:26","modified_gmt":"2026-08-07T09:58:26","slug":"198","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/?p=198","title":{"rendered":"Up and down we go"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ik blijf bij mezelf en adem. Het gaat hard, heel hard. Ik vlieg naar stukken kindertijd en voel terug alles. Mijn kinderen spiegelen. Ik kan het niet laten om met hen wat dingen te delen&#8230; dingen die ik nu terug meekrijg. Pijn om klein te zijn, te klein, te flauw, nooit goed genoeg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/readdork.com\/music-videos\/daau-mary-go-round-lohhgv54\">Up and down we go<\/a>&#8230; round, round we go&#8230; <a href=\"https:\/\/readdork.com\/music-videos\/daau-mary-go-round-lohhgv54\">DAAU<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De trillingen ervaar ik in heel mijn lichaam. Handjes op buik en hart. Hou me vast. Release&#8230; adem&#8230; release&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Schreeuw&#8230; brul&#8230; uit!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=E3R_3h6zQEs\">Tremble on my heart &#8230; Tricky<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plaats voor de ander<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Laat mijn heftigheid plaats voor een ander?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ik ken mensen die daar wel mee om kunnen&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ik blijf bij mezelf en adem. Het gaat hard, heel hard. Ik vlieg naar stukken kindertijd en voel terug alles. Mijn kinderen spiegelen. Ik kan het niet laten om met hen wat dingen te delen&#8230; dingen die ik nu terug meekrijg. Pijn om klein te zijn, te klein, te flauw, nooit goed genoeg. Up and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-198","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/198","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=198"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/198\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":208,"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/198\/revisions\/208"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=198"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=198"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inamukta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=198"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}